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11th April 2021

Spring is here at last, and more welcome than usual this year as we start leaving behind the winter of lockdown. Our planet has been damaged by our activities and neglect but still the spring sings in all its colours, lifting spirits, bringing hope for us and hope for it. We need to change our patterns that are causing so many problems, but we need to be undergirded by hope, hope and the reminder of beauty that awaits.

Violets

The sun shines, I come. I sit in the gentle air, in the waiting warmth, in the bowl of blue and am welcomed into spring. Spring, and holiday. It is still and timeless like memories of summer. The birdsong is all encompassing, no longer in the background it fills centre stage with murmuring, cooing, and sharp, sweet trilling. The trees are opening their arms to the sun and you can sense the surge in them as buds are fed ready to burst with green. They are swelling from the grey bark like remembered dreams, ready but not rushing.

It is the daffodils that cheer the heart, even when the sun is slow to show. How wonderful that the first colours of spring are the colours of sun, so bright against the lawn, just-mown for the season. Daffodils, celandines and primroses, and yellow mahonia blossom, just opening to release its scent.

But there is more. Scattered through my garden are wild violets, dark purple hiding from first sight, and white and mauve too, the only flower in the rainbow. There is something thrilling about noticing the presence of something I haven’t planted, like a gift, like angels visiting unawares. We take it for granted that weeds blow in, but here is a bounty of beauty I didn’t expect.

It’s so easy to notice the weeds along our way, and they will always be there. But scattered between in cushions of colour are violets – nature’s gift.

13th March 2021

The earth or nature and all its systems and life forms is sometimes called Gaia, a term encouraging us to view it as a living complex entity functioning as a whole like a self-regulating organism, rather than seeing it as a static resource for us to use.  But we are not separate from Gaia although many live as if we were.  We too are one of the life forms dependent on and affected by the others.

It is amazing what difference awareness makes, noticing the warmth and scent of the air that we breathe and the play of clouds through the sky. Finding out where our food comes from and imagining it growing there, giving thanks for its taste and beauty and nourishment.  Realising how we are affected by the seasons, by the length of the days and the dance of sun and moon.  Knowing that we are a product of the place that we live and its unique balance of soil, plant and creature.

Realising our interdependence with all aspects of our planet means we live and model a healthy relationship with it.   We affect each other, and growing a heart of respect, awareness and love is as valuable as our practical responses to the crises affecting Gaia.  It is an invitation to plant ourselves here, to be home.

I like talking to the plants and animals that I see, especially the trees, and I listen too so I can sense their atmosphere.  The oak tree I pass on my dog walk has become quite a friend.  And I love the silver birch trees in my garden.

Birch leaf

Little green leaves, welcome.  Welcome to my garden, to the spring, to this world.  You are so small and new, almost transparent, shining with the afterglow of birth.  Some of you are the size of a baby’s fingernail, some of you are the size of mine.

What is it like, being poured into the air, breathing it in and out to fire your green cells?  What is it like, loving the sun so much that you hold your face to catch it?  What is it like dancing in the breeze, free to float yet held by your branch, by your body?  Do you feel the communion with other leaves, with the trunk, with the roots?  Does the sap you drink bring you their stories?

You are so perfect for what you do, getting on with it quietly, living the life of a little green leaf in its fullness.  I will trust that I too am perfect for what I have to do.

IF GOD WAS SHE

There is a Rosh Hashanah blessing for the Jewish New Year in September that I like to use with my family and any group I am with. You give each person a slice of apple dipped in honey and say ‘May it be the Lord’s will to renew for you a year that is good and sweet’. I told my eleven year old granddaughter that we would be doing this as a blessing from God. She said ‘male or female?’ Interesting question. I said ‘both or neither’.

WE DO NOT DIE

I have always believed in life beyond this one, in ‘heaven’. It was a theoretical concept that gave hope but no substance. It became more real as I experienced living in the presence of God here and now, and has been fleshed out by reading or listening to accounts of people who have had near death experiences (NDE’s). I am not in a hurry to go, but I am looking forward to it. I am sharing some of the things that have helped or interested me which I have gleaned from others’ stories. This is just my understanding, and is not a comprehensive review. Do follow these accounts and others up yourselves, I will give references at the end.

MISUNDERSTANDING JESUS

The life and teachings of Jesus are the basis of Christian faith. But how have we understood them? What about his exhortation to repent as in Mark 1.15 ‘The kingdom of God is near. Repent and believe the good news’. The common understanding of this, as in the Chambers dictionary, is ‘‘to regret, be sorry for, what one has done or left undone and to change from past evil or misconduct.’ However the Greek word is metanoia which means to change or enlarge your mind. This is about seeing something differently, and changing our beliefs. See also Rom 12.2 ‘Be transformed by the renewing of your mind.’ Of course this can lead to sorrow for past actions and to a change in behaviour but it is not the primary meaning.